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| Posted by: x33_pink_lace_x33 Original: 6/29/2006 5:47 PM Views: 1 Comments: 0 eProps: 0 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site |
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&& I when i'm with you, i believe in sleeping in ; i believe in giving 100% when you only have 80 [Love.] Do you think love really found me?? Well, whether it was a real love or not, that deep ditch I fell into during the middle of the summer, sure felt like love to me. I experienced so much from that relationship: I leanred that it takes two to be in love, and that those other one-sided feelings I've experienced previously, were just selfish thoughts to make myself feel less insecure. I learned that communication is key-- and not only with that special other. I also learned that honest is the best way to be. But everything I learned is just too much to put into words.. because every day I still look back at what was there and take something from it. And do I wish I were in love again, because that feeling that I got before, was a feeling like no other. It was the literal butterfly in my stomache. It was staying up the whole night on the phone regardless of how early either one of us had to awaken the next day. It was calling just to say I love you, and that I was thinking of him, or he was thinking of me. It was the assurance that someone out there I was dreaming and loving, was actually dreaming and loving me too-- and I knew it, and I felt it. That was love to me. Being able to tell him anything and it be.. okay. there are 6,470,818,671 people living | |
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